Bees have been here


pollen dust
scattered on my petals
making the white speckled


perfect symmetry has been disturbed
and wind ruffles
and tuffles me


bees have been here


something deep within me stirs as
I know I am fading from the light
retreating into the canvas
of gods creation


it grows silently
new seeds of me
waiting to emerge
and dance in the breeze


bees have been here


and I am so grateful
for the visit

To love the Dragon

“To love the Dragon is a greater strength then to slay the Dragon”

i look upon the Dragons in my life
and the battle, the fight to slay them

i put my sword down
my sword arm jelly from its weight
my body slanted with the bias of holding it

i struggle to stand without the sword
to find balance with the simple gravity of who i am
without the metal of my judgment

it lays at my feet in a pool of my own blood
bleeding from my eyes
that where blind

as the waters begin to move through me
they wash away the angry red
and calm my features with peace

the dragons all stand before me
as they have always
waiting for my attack
because i was the one that always swung first

my fear of being without defense was an illusion
they make no move to strike me down
and as my vision clears
i see them a new

they where of my flesh all this time
i thought them separate of me
i thought them beastly

and yet the evidence is clear
without the veil of fear,
i see they where only reaching out to love me

how could i have been so mistaken?
my shame washes the blood from my feet
yet they will not allow me to look at them with guilt

instead they hold up a mirror
so i see myself for the first time
i see my wings and my scales

i lift into the air, allowing the pull of gravity to center my courage
i fly towards a freedom i never knew was open to me

xx azyh

Angel Home

Angel Home

Hollayluya Hollayluyar
Hollayluya Hollayluyar

It's a simple thing
standing in the wind
waiting for the god light
spreading out your wings

Hollayluya Hollayluyar
Hollayluya Hollayluyar

Know we never part
Dancing with your heart
waiting for your hallo touches
flying from the start

Hollayluya Hollayluyar
Hollayluya Hollayluyar

Grace will find a way
through the dark of day
connecting to your feather kisses
and tears that do not stay

Hollayluya Hollayluyar
Hollayluya Hollayluyar

I am here with you
like I always do
silently I'm waiting for
our light to shine you through

Hollayluya Hollayluyar
Hollayluya Hollayluyar

My Life

I kept on telling myself I had changed and changed and changed again, and you know when I look back I never changed at all. I simply wore different clothing until one day I wore nothing at all. It wasn't the nightmare you would think it to be, walking nakid and free. It was simply who I am and I love every scar flappy or firm and every line how it flows like the print of me. I wear me as I am and I am glad for it.

park bench chair

She sat upon the park bench chair
as if someone else was there
Her eyes where closed in this pose
her expression conversational

She faced the fullness of the sun
all the shade about her gone
Her hands where clasped in her lap
her presence just sensational

A sort of walking miracle

A sort of walking miracle

She wore peace on her shirt

rainbows in her skirt

she danced on cloud nine shoes

when the clouds stormed about

she would laugh it out

'cause she says there is nothing to loose

nothing was her aim today

she just smiled myway

and I fell into the deepest blues

I lost my direction

triped over my deception

and landed in a different views

I only have her memory

I only have her heart

she just seemed to give it over

and thats when it all fell apart

the pieces scattered in the breeze

the peace she is all over me

she wont know what she did

by finding me deep where I hid

it was over from the start

she flies from one to one

loving all the undone

someone tell the news

what is she doing today

is nothing again her play

how can I catch her grooves

all I have is her gift

remembering my eternal shift

and loving how it sparks my muse

dancing prancing hearts I wonder

she was some kind of miracle walker

I See You

I see You
the Divine in You

I see the many parts, flowing, showing
My truth is Knowing

and I know that Divine Part of You

Weaving Rhythm

Over under inder ouder
Hover whender winder moder
Fromder someder ofder lofder
Seader freeder ofder farder
Reachder hearder lofder oneder
Over inder ouder under

Come Home to ME

I reached for you with my hands but the pillow was bare
So I just remembered you there
I reached for you with my thoughts and held you tight
Been missing you tonight
no it don’t feel right when you’re away

Got it in my head we were meant to be
It was all complete
Even bittersweet
My happy ever after life
To be the one that you call wife…

My desire for you lingers, even with you under my fingers
Now memories of your caresses tease my skin
And I’m left with this cold bed tonight
no it don’t feel right when you’re away

I love the way I fit close to you
Overflowing in my love for you
wash my troubles tumble through the floor
let me swim in your skin some more

save me from these drowning dreams
come home to me, come hoooooooome to me!

~ 13/09/2005

The Plea

Let me stay
Feeling light rain on my face
Let me stay
Breathing in the chill breeze
Just for a moment
Let me stay

Let me go
Feeling lifted running free
Let me go
Breathing in the sweet air
Just for a moment
Let me go

Let me be
Felling total exhaustion on the floor
Let me be
Breathing in the heated sweat
Just for a moment
Let me be

April 1990

Element of Love

You are the air
I breathe you in
I breathe you in

You are the water
On my skin
On my skin

You are the fire
Burn my soul
Burning my soul

You are the earth
Hold me tight
Holding me tonight

-05/01/07